I’m back in the saddle again after a break from writing. Sometimes I just run out of things to say. A period of contemplation and soaking in of the life that surrounds me usually provides some thoughts to share. The introverted side of me is always reluctant to speak for the sake of speaking. So, I try to have something to convey that may be pertinent to someone.
Recently, I was asked to share my story of Catholic reversion with some eighth graders at a local Catholic school. It was part of an attempt to capture their interest in upcoming youth events that may help them stay involved with their faith as they become more independent.
Afterwards, it occurred to me that, when I left Catholicism, the Protestants I was involved with wanted to hear my “testimony.” They wanted to hear how God had worked in my life to bring me out of Catholicism and into their fold. Catholics had little interest in hearing about why I had left. Upon returning to Catholicism, the only folks that openly want to hear my story seem to be Catholics. There are no Protestants approaching me and asking me to tell why I decided to leave them and return to Catholicism. Now, it is the Catholics that want me to “testify.”
It would be nice if everyone had a listening ear. It would be nice if everyone had a “teachable spirit” and a willingness to hear truth spoken in love (even truth that hurts). But, I suppose it is human nature to take sides and dig in one’s heals and feel threatened or bewildered by opposing opinions. We all want to feel secure in what we believe. We tend to seek out like minds to confirm our beliefs, not opposing views that challenge them.
In telling my story, it is important for me to make clear the positive contributions that both Catholics and Protestants have made in my spiritual journey. My desire is that all Christians heed the prayer of Jesus that we, as believers in Him, “all may be one.” Therefore, in talking about my return to Catholicism, I try to avoid an “us against them” attitude. Obviously, it would not make sense for me to be Catholic if I did not believe Catholicism to be true. But I try to approach that truth as one would direct a thirsty soul to water in a desert. “It’s over here. Come this way. Look at this awesome gift God has given us!”
I only had a few minutes to speak to the eighth graders. After briefly explaining how I left Catholicism and found my way back to Jesus and His Church with the help of Protestant Bible teaching, I presented them with the following scenario:
“Have you ever loved someone so much that you just wanted to be with them? Writing a letter wasn’t enough. Talking on the phone wasn’t enough. You had to be with that person physically. You had to embrace and hold that person so close that you practically melted together and became one.” I noticed many of them nodding their heads. “That’s what the Holy Eucharist in the Catholic Church is like. The Bible is like letters from God. The presence of His Spirit is sort of like talking on the phone with a loved one. But God loves us so much, He desires to also be with us physically, and melt into us and become one with us, and us with Him (after all, He did make us eternally spiritual AND physical creatures). God makes this life-giving embrace possible through the physical presence of Christ in the Holy Eucharist. The Catholic Church is where this 2000 year old miracle takes place. That was the biggest reason for me coming back to Catholicism, and it’s the biggest reason for you to stay.”